New Year's resolution: 1) Be a better person and daughter. 2) Make Mom proud.

Hopefully I can stick to this year's resolution. Hopefully I can make Mom proud with my 'O' levels results. Hopefully I won't let her down this time. I'm feeling cranky. Well, I get cranky when I'm under a lot of stress. Not having problems this time. Just thinking of my results. That's stressful enough. I'm hungry. I've already eaten, like an hour ago. And here I am, hungry again. Did I tell you I tend to eat and eat and eat when something's bothering me? I'm needing a bar of chocolate right now.

I've been thinking. Of a lot of things. Or shall I say, my future. I've always been lazy since forever. Since I was a kid, I've been told. Mom used to tell me stories about me being frickin' lazy. Whenever Mom takes me out and when I'm feeling tired, I'll just sit down in the middle of the road and not budge until Mom picks me up and carry me. And that time, Mom was carrying Hakim. In her stomach. See how lazy I used to be. I am still lazy though. Lazy throughout primary school and secondary school. I hate studying. I mean, who doesn't? Whoever loves studying is weird. But I find it fascinating though, hah. So when I said I'm going to be a better person, I meant not being lazy anymore, being more understanding, and simply being a better person who helps anyone whenever is possible.

I shall start believing in whatever I do too.