And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment froze in time,
I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out...
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Now was it ever meant to last?
The candles burned from yesterday,
The past is over, gone ahead
And watch the glow just fade away.
I can't run to catch my breath,
I can't hide to see what's left,
The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,
All disappeared...
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know...
It's a shame that I never really showed.
I can really relate to this song by Ashley Parker Angel. Yeah, I do wish I could go back, and do some things I should have done. And say some things that were never spoken. I miss everyone who made me who I am today. 4E3 played a big part. And that's why I'll never forget them. I saw this at Philo's personal message, "To be in 4E3 everyday is a privilege". I guess that's true. I have to count myself lucky to be a part of 4E3. I met great friends, great people, and I learnt what friendship really is. To be honest, this is one thing that I never want to let go of. Yeah, we had our ups and downs. But you'll have to agree, it made us closer. Yeah, there are some people I used to dislike in the class. But this, moving on to the next stage of life, I don't know how to describe it. But it somehow made me let go of all my past grudges. The saying is true, life's too short to hate. Time pass so quickly, there's no time to hate. I'll pray that our friendship will not end even till the day they dig our graves. Especially the friendship I have between Ain, Masyu and Farahin. Four years of friendship with Ain and Masyu, and still counting. Farahin, eventhough we only became close in secondary three, it's like we've known you since secondary one. Not forgetting Nadiah too. I do treasure our friendship, and I hope it will last too. Definitely not forgetting the clowns, four years of friendship too, Nabil and Haziq. Time really flies, huh? Today we're taking Os, and tmr, we're in polytechnic or somewhere. You know, I want to turn back time and change things I regretted doing. But I definitely don't want to change the friendship we have in 4E3. Well, I'm not the only one. I'm sure the rest of them doesn't want things to change either.
Apart from all that, there really is something I want to change if I could turn back time. Like in the song above, there's so many things I should have said when I had you listening. Yeah, that's something I would like to change. But then again, would things be different today if I said something else? I wonder. Anyway, don't have to know what I'm talking about here.
This is a really long post. Didn't expect it to be this long. Woahhhhhhhhhhhh. K, exaggerating.
Can't wait for tmr (: